Lmao same!! Back in elementary school, there was this new dude and every girl liked him right away and even have cat fights over him or whatever idk I was just chilling. They all talk about him being good looking and stuff. I thought it’s just me being a dumdum for not getting it

Me and him eventually become friends like 2 years later and he was so freakin cool, so then I thought that’s why they all liked him so fast (it’s not). I didn’t know platonic crush was a thing so little me was weirded out cause I like and admire him but not in the way others do when they talk about crushes.

Turns out I was just a queer ass disaster since forever, so like demi/gray-a enby transmasc (probably partially why I look up to him he’s a cool dude)