Oh give me a break, are we gonna pretend we don't know what I mean by a college slut? I respect women, but not ones who are ready to open their legs instantly... If the interaction is awkward and they clearly aren't being themselves, yet have the nerve to hit me up late at night asking for sex, that is someone I would label a slut. Their simple purpose is to do it not because of any connection whatsoever, what else would you label these kinds of girls? I'm not one to sugar coat things.
I guess you're right in some ways though, maybe I'm being too selfish and they are not being themselves because they're nervous or something. It's just crazy when I leave a coffee date thinking it was a disaster and i don't like this person, yet they hit me up later as if it was a blast. I'm 100% sure they are not being true to themselves, you can just sense energy. It's like they don't see me as an actual human being, more so as some sort of trophy they can use to brag to their friends or as a confidence boost to themselves. Am I making sense here?
I probably sound like a douchebag, but I guess you'd have to be in my shoes to see what it really means. I remember Justin Bieber got a lot of shit for saying he doesn't wanna take pictures with fans anymore because people don't treat him as a human, they just ask for a picture, they don't even say hi or interact normally.
I'm obviously not on the fame status of someone like that, but i guess that's how I feel. It's just strange because it's not like i'm even a professional athlete that's famous. I'm a college student with a slight chance to pursue football after I'm done.
I'm not gonna lie though, all of these experiences have been with good looking girls who are into fitness, fashion, etc. You know the type I'm talking about. Maybe I just need to broaden my taste.
To be perfectly honest with you, it's a scary feeling because I imagine people who are famous and how could they ever find a partner? Someone who plays pro sports 100% will never have an interaction with another human being that isn't influenced by the fact he plays pro sports. Even if you were to meet someone and not know he plays pro, you would find out quickly and your perception would be altered. It would no longer be completely human/authentic.
And that's something i fear about making it to the next level to be perfectly honest with you. Again, not sure if I sound like a douche but I've actually never vented like this anywhere, lol.
Damn, if I could be this passionate about writing my biology essays, I would be well off.