Oh just fuck! I’m here now. Together 27 years of dealing with his bullshit. I’m trying to hold it together for the sake of our 3 kids but it keeps getting worse every day. He has been physically violent with me, choked me in front of his relatives and the reason? My toddler burnt her hand on a bbq, I just needed to get her to hospital. That is it!! He some how manages to twist and turn things like it’s all my fault. Yes he deeply regrets things later but I just can’t do this anymore. I’m a shell of the person I once was. I hate who I’ve become, I will lose my shit as soon as he starts raising his voice. Apparently my daughter commented that I’m the one abusing him. He is the master of manipulation. Hearing that has truly broken me, however it came from his mouth so who the fuck knows!! I wish I had the courage to just get the fuck out!!