i remember reading a comment about this years ago that stuck with me ! like back on tumblr. it left me with a weird taste in my mouth honestly. i hadn’t known there was a full piece recently. i am not into “him” as a person as much. i still like the music. but yeah. im in my early 20s and went through a similar thing with older men when i was 16-18. i was much easier to manipulate and eager to be found attractive (an insecure teenager whose peers did not find attractive, a tale as old as time lol). it’s sadly typical. i just don’t get how people go for others so much younger and fresh out of high school. it’s gross. i was literally a naive idiot. i guess that’s what they liked haha