We spoke earlier, I think maybe last week, using a throwaway account, and I was curious how you actually came to your understanding? It has been playing on my mind. Did you have an ego-dissolving experience or is it something you have just put together through observation? I am very intrigued as you are the first person I have come across who has an almost identical experience of reality as me: I have spoken to those who understand that the "self" is an illusion, but never anyone who attempted to find solutions to escape the suffering of the self for all perceived beings.
I looked at your post history and couldn't find any answers. I hope you don't mind me coming here to ask questions, I just wanted to pop by and pry a bit, out of curiosity. I won't take too much of your time. Great sub btw, it's a shame it isn't more popular, but I have found most people don't respond very well to the ideas you are trying to share, despite my certainty that what you are speaking of is the truest truth. I am actually quite scared to share my experience with others, because many, but not all, have either responded aggressively or made a mockery of my suggestions. I usually just have to back down or lie to get them off my back.
My own experience came through overdosing on toxic Ecstacy pills when I was a teenager, and I believe I physically died for a while, then came back to my self and body. It was the realest experience I have ever had in my ego-bound life and I came back to the "self" with a lot of realisations, of which I will list here, although they are hard to recall:
That is my best job of putting the main points of the experience into words, but it doesn't do it any justice. It is beyond words and labels, but that is my botched attempt at trying to understand and explain it. I have tried to speak to those who have had NDEs, and even some of those who have "died" and came back seem to think my suggestions are ridiculous. You are the first person I have come across who seems to get it all, or as much as we are capable of understanding as humans. I probably won't stay on reddit, for personal reasons, but I really wanted to hear your story. How did you come to your realisations?