I find that extremely offensive, I was just trying to help. Stop being an asshole, no one's gonna feel sorry for you if you don't have the will to change. You have to believe it before you see it. Just pray for the Lord to show you the way and to help you. You must put in the work as well. It's hard to answer prayers when no one's praying to you. Just take 1 month out of your life to give your life to God. In a month you will feel his love and see a change within your mindset. You have a purpose in this life so pick yourself up, stop acting like a bitch, and get your life together. I know it is hard to deal with depression. Try to find a therapist or something, it is better letting out your feelings than keeping it bottled in. If you find the Lord, your problems will slowly disappear. I am 100% certain of this. Please trust me. You have a real opportunity here to make a change, don't throw it away...