hmmm

I just moved to China since I found a new job there, for the past five years, I’ve been living in Los Angeles. I'm hoping to start everything fresh in China. Los Angeles was a little too artsy for my taste and I found the people living there a little deranged from reality, like they're living in their own bubble, and though I had a really nice apartment there I simply couldn't cope with the fake persona that people put on when they are among others, trying so hard to fit in and how to behave. The funny thing is that they look like freaking morons but little do they know it, to them they are hot stuff. I am hoping that China has something new to offer for me. I bought this apartment Beijing, just a mile away from the park, which is really great because I’ve been wanting to get away from the city life for the last couple of years, all the partying and work has really taken a toll on me truth be told. The apartment that I’ve bought is much better than the one I had in Los Angeles, it has one bedroom, a living-room and a big kitchen which I am extremely happy for. I’ve landed a job at a company called Cosc, which is 10 miles from where I live. Did I tell you what I do? Well… I am a lawyer and a very good one in fact. I’ve been in this business for 10 years and won a lot of cases, I have locked up a lot of niggers who most of them were probably innocent, to my surprise, but that’s none of my business, and, mind I tell you, I have also defended a lot of guilty people, which of course I knew were guilty of the crime they were charged with. I was paid a big amount of money upfront in cash, otherwise I would never waste my time defending these mindless half intelligent big time losers. Obviously, it’s not legal but neither is this business I am in. If these people that I have to defend learned to use that little brain of theirs, they wouldn't get caught in the first place, but who am I to judge these crooks that we call human beings nowadays. I, on the other hand am very careful with the way I do business, especially when It comes to dealing with corrupt people, personally I don’t care how people make their living, whether you murder a newborn child just so you can get rich, doesn’t concern me, therefore I always leave the emotions and feelings out of it, or maybe its because I don’t feel anything, but then again I have zero empathy towards those who are weak and fragile, those are the people who will fail when it comes down to the ultimate choice, it’s either you or them, being selfish is a good thing, it will save you from all the unnecessary problems and bullshit that you don’t need in your life. Just refuse, no matter what it is if you don’t want to do it, just say no, it's the easiest thing to do. There is no shame in being honest, no matter what the subject is, being honest with yourself is one of the most important things you can do in life. If you agree to something or do something, just to be polite to others, even though you want to say no you will waste your time and accomplish nothing other than helping someone, who will probably forget what you did five minutes later, because they don’t care and everyone does only what benefits them and that’s the harsh truth we can’t seem to accept. I am greedy, egoistic, narcissistic, mean, vain, arrogant, cocky, successful, ambitious, educated, deceptive, rich, honest, only with myself of course, intelligent, rational, confident, and last but not least, I am extremely good looking. My hair is always short, but not too short, always slicked back, with a little hair spray, I have a strong jawbone which is rare these days and the color of my eyes are dark blue and I have a fairly good looking nose that is called the roman nose. I am always shaved because beard makes me look different and slightly older, at least that’s what I think, as a matter of fact, people have actually told me that beard makes me look more elegant, but to no surprise I always disdain their opinion and take the compliments with a soft smile, but inside I am raging like a boiling egg but I still try to keep my cool. Every time someone compliments my beard I start thinking to myself this is it, I'm about to lash out and I start imagining how I would torture those pretentious people who dare to insult me with their worthless opinion, which is of no use to me, and though I am not offended, irritation seeps through my body and I have to shut off any emotion that I sense, so that I can refrain myself

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