I’ve asked you many, many, many times evidence of a single lie; unable or if try is immediately refuted by overwhelming circumstantial and/or empirical.

Problem at bottom: I’m not the best communicator, was even worse two years ago when I had near zero self-knowledge because of trauma, abuse, poverty. Until now a windfall of more money than you ever had I’m happy to say, for the first time in my life I can self-actualize and be at the top of the hierarchy of needs not at the bottom where all I could think about is food shelter medicine security. For the first time in my life I could choose the clothes I wanted. bought pseudo-beatle boots which I get compliments on every other day, a fine dry clean only shirt of the most influential music on my life, glasses, etc. all expressions of inside and aesthetic choices. Which says more as you know, I’ve put in the work as a sponge just never the opportunity to slow down to develop what I have into something that’s me, creatively, an entity etc. you’ve also NEVER SOCIALIZED WITH ME you have never allowed a situation for witty banter or an intellectual discussion. You just have no clue what chronic illness, poverty, trauma, and abuse does to a person cause of your over-privileged boring bland as hell life. Where I have a story to tell and I will be able to do more than you with less. Remember, my worse is your best. Think about that when you’re feeling haughty, self-righteous, spiteful, and like a Karen. Soon I won’t even have time for shit like this in my life which apparently you do. I can’t imagine having the privilege and resources yet not making a life for yourself that’s just beautiful. One of the many different things than you I would be doing is HELPING the people you HARM.

The funny thing is you aren’t even that good of a person. Haven’t you already come to terms leaving no footsteps on the sand of time and the like. Depending on who you are, a long time ago I was so excited to talk to you cause I had so much to say and so much I found out on my own in my studies, discovering techniques for efficiency, etc. which I thought could help you on your path but it’s passed that now and you were too damn prejudiced to even consider anything other than your superficial impressions and false conjectures.

And secondary, I have a stalker. See my Facebook. Sometimes you have been talking to me, other times it could of been him. Idk what he said but just know he studied how I speak and what I think and manipulated a lot of acquentences. Not people I know, they weren’t fooled, but people on the spectrum of where you are.

I studied philosophy cause it answered all my issues with life and attempted to solve it, as impractical and risky of a major it is, I always took risks anyway. Meaning I don’t have a malicious bone in my body and I want humanity to improve. Whatever shit he might of said since late last January or February, it started out as manipulate to push people away, then for a month when I left it was malice revenge and spite. I’ve said bad s anyway but anything recently, it was him. He took over my life and preyed on my vulnerability, took something that was kind of true which was no one giving a shit blah blah blah and blowing it up to much realer proportions to where he covertly blocked my parents from calling me back for example. Conniving evil manipulative shit. To the point of locking me in his apartment with the key around his neck. Trying to brainwash me. I was lucky I escaped when I did. He found me homeless in the winter snow and was the first person to ever help me.