Well, there are things far more terrifying than having people you know become aware that youhave jerked off to the fantasy of being a woman. For starters, it’s not like it’s pedophilia (thank the precious Christ), and once it’s out in the open and you don’t have to worry about others finding out, the feeling is actually quite liberating.

Regarding hypnos, I revisit them on average once between every 1-4 months. They mostly lost their appeal to me. As a matter of fact, sexualizing women has also lost its appeal to me. I prefer to treat women like friends the way we did when we were kids. I don’t let my thoughts turn to sexualizing them. Usually that’s the beginning of me losing my nofap streak, whenever I do that. I mostly just embrace celibacy.