this sub is just fucking depressing

I actually had a dph trip in jail. I was there for just a month and they had this thing where the nurses would come three times a day to give people their prescriptions and whatnot. The thing is you could also request a Tylenol or straight 25mg Diphenhydramine. So I got the Diphenhydramine three times a day and stored them, which was 75mg a day. I had to hide each one under my tongue after getting them because the nurse has to check that you swallowed it. So anyways, every two weeks I would have my 1g dose. I was only able to do it twice of course because again I was only there for 30 days. It was fucking scary, man. I already have pretty high anxiety and all that. The first time I took them at night and just went crazy not being able to smoke and being confined in my small cell all night with the officers coming by loud as fuck every hour or so for their check ups on us. The second time was a true nightmare though. I took them about an hour before dinner... Fuckkkk meeee. I happened to be called to serve the food, so I had to figure out how the fuck a hairnet works as everyone watched and laughed. A few were actually pissed and yelling shit to me because their food had to be delayed until I was ready. So afterwards, I went to my table and one of the inmates that I sat with looked at me and the other guy we sit with and said “see that fat ass up the stairs?” The other guy said “yeah, the snitch?” Oh boy I knew what was coming. My buddy ran up the stairs and started attacking this guy and tried to throw him off the rail. So a bunch of officers come storming in and force us all to take our lunch to our cell. Whatever, thank god it was over, right? Nope. Of courseeee my cell area gets called to do the cleaning afterwards. So me and like five other people had to come out and do a bunch of mopping and cleaning. I stood around like an idiot because the other guys all had the cleaning supplies and were doing everything. The thing about whoever cleans is that the other inmates can’t come out until we’re done, so they’ll usually bang on the cells and yell insults and whatnot to us. Me standing around like a retard spacing out didn’t help at all. Had a damn near panic attack.

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