The OG comment here is dope af. Very correct. Coke is a garbage drug, there's no utilitarian use for it whatsoever. Meth is debatable but it's a little extreme for most...takes a lot of calculation and self control to use properly. As for the khole, im sure you'll find some sort of solace in it. Its pretty wild, and it's definitely helped me through some things, even if it's just "clearing the pipes". You can do bumps to get up there or just weigh out 150 to 200mg and rail it. The movie won't make much of a difference, but some trippy music/lights goes a long way, even if it's not stuff you'd normally listen to. Something like this is usually good