My wife found my stash this week. Sat me down and brought up that I'd apparently accumulated many more items since she last found the stash. Dresses, belly chains, bright pink panties, school girl outfit, wig, etc.

She seemed to think I'd progressed in some way and wanted to know more. She was worried I'd gone from simply dressing in lingerie to potentially wanting to transition, or possibly becoming gay.

I assured her that I wasn't cheating on her. I'm not, but do occasionally chat anonymously with guys online.

I also assured her that I'm not gay. While I'm primarily attracted to women, I've definitely gone from bi-curious to bisexual. Since getting more into the sissy fetish over the last 5 years, I've learned to admire and even occasionally lust after hot, hung, muscular men.

My sissy fetish has definitely progressed, but I've more or less settled in my current stage. However strange it may be, I flip back and forth between being straight male whole lives women and a closeted cock- loving sissy faggot. I did not admit to this, but perhaps someday.