This was also the year that I was considering going to grad school for a masters, but my parents were worried about me taking on more loan money and possibly still not getting a job. Nobody would take me to the graduate information sessions.

I have been mentioning to my Mom about the temp jobs, but she is kind of not too for it. She wants me to get a job having to do with my degree, but she is also like, I don't feel like taking you, and who is going to take care of our new dog?

I am trapped here guys. Sometimes I wonder if being in a different environment would help my motivation or not. I think web development is one of the few ways out or becoming homeless after my dad dies from his cancer. That's another thing that is not cool at all. I might not have a job or a good job before he dies. I'm well beyond the years that he should have seen me succeed. When I was in 3rd grade, I got a C in science. He was like you don't want to be doing the kind of job I do, you want to get a job where you use your mind. It's too bad my mind is damaged seemingly beyond repair.