You're telling us you're doing nothing wrong

Obviously I'm doing something wrong.

that you're even better than your peers.

lol fuck no. people work hard, harder than I ever could imagine.

i don't think I deserve anything, I'm just frustrated because I did improve and constantly grow and look back, except none of it feels worth it because I got zero results.

my name shows completely different people so I think I'm safe from the Google search

I don't like posting my resume on this account because it can be used to identify me, even anonymised. reading through my post history kinda tells a story

Other than that, what do you expect from us?

I don't know.