hey man, i hate that i have to do this, this is childish and we're both bigger than this. i'm starting to block people who dm shit like this to me, friends or not, because i do not care. ya'll need to grow up.
i'm not sure how you think this pertains to me or is a form of retaliation from me. it's not my style. same with "ssee is in the cbox doing naughty things!!!" i wasnt for hours at that point, which i told you when i logged out and others saw... i immediately cleared cache and cookies on both browsers too, because i didn't trust things in general. alot of people dont, unfortunately. so there's a bit of animosity but that's not my problem and never was.
i hate getting dm's about site drama even after i left to get away from site drama. this is the first time seeing this post which can be see in my "upvotes section" - solely due to someone's direct message of said post after your mention of it on the cbox earlier in the day. this is borderline scrub 2.0 behaviour. please, leave me and my and others internet alone, i'm not one to retaliate but everyone has a breaking point, ya feel?
reasons like this post are why i left. The community is nice at face value but very mob mentality and malicious behind closed doors. as for you, you have no empathy or ability to read a room, and had 0 concern when it came to actually reeling in your staff together as a team, it was rather frustrating on and off site and mix in the daily digest of scrubs' cbox from other staff - my time to go is more for me than you or your butt buddy... a specific user was DMing people at random telling them i'm a pedophile for the past 3 months (without substance, mind you) because others (rightfully) accused you of the same. a lot of that community is unhinged and i did much better for myself mentally being away for 3 years. thats it.
all i did was offer to take load off your shoulders where i could, and bring up cool ideas.
•every emote i felt would have reminded people of me or was attached to me was removed. Only ones i added. all came from twitch plugins and can be easily replaced rather than a duplicate (lul :reee: and :angry: for example) all sized accordingly and uniformly. I just covered my bases to protect myself from more drama like this.
• all css stylings were variants of preexisting ones in the styles page. all should have been used to perpetuate donations which i'm sure we can both agree. and sure, i snapped that night i left but i stand by everything i said. grow a pair first if you're going to personally attack people. all of you.
again, i'm not retaliating and don't intend to, and if i was it wouldn't be like this, i'd go for a main artery sorta speak. you clearly upset more users than just me, i just have restraint. I hate to see people afraid to socialize off site with others (not including me) because they're afraid of retaliation from you. it's... disappointing. I hate having to prep for twitch hate raids/bot reports if or when i can even stream since i've been ddos'd since returning and more since departing.
irregardless, i wish you the best and i hope you and some others get some help or anything else you need in life. i wish no malice and never did. i'm happy i reconnected with people and met some new friends, i hadn't talked to some people for 3 years due to scrubs meltdown last time, and i'm happy i reconnected with those people specifically.. people who acted malicious to me in the past gained a lot of respect from me, it was a humbling experience and it's not as messy as scrubs blow out, atleast.
it's just not for me, it took me away from potential income and per diem work because i let myself become so absorbed by it, and recurring network attacks - which 6 have been reported to ic3 by my ISP this past week alone, no matter who it was. that's it.
Sorry for the long read, but i'm not going to attempt to reach out just to talk about this in any other format. thank you for letting me participate while i did, either way. i won't leave this up long, though. our business is our business. not an escapade for others entertainment, so signal when you've read it with a comment or something. peace.