I'll try to keep this short...

Understand that you have it BACKWARDS. You are privileged to be a westerner and have the ability to leverage your money to fck the women you want. The vast majority of men will never pierce more than 5 vaginas their entire lives. That's a fact.

The men with top shelf women are all trading SOMETHING to have the woman on their arm. You weren't born with great genetics? At least you aren't ugly AND poor. That is h3ll. America is full of these men who will jerk off to pornhub their entire life.

Don't be sad. Be happy that you can afford to experience a beautiful woman. If you want a relationship, then you'll need to be realistic and put in the work. The world is full of women. Work on your defeatist negative attitude first. No woman is going to bring happiness to your life. Doesn't matter what she looks like.

Good luck