Hmmmm I’m lowkey kinda jealous, I’ve been like this more recently but not to your extent and in my mind it’s something I wanna lowkey achieve, from my understanding you just must be very self-reliant and in touch with yourself. You know when something isn’t good for you, so you leave, don’t dwell on it and move on. You should never feel bad for not having more emotion, all you’re meant to do is be yourself, and if you feel nothing then shit you feel nothing. I am 100% positive it will come around that you start feeling bad, maybe it’s more of a physiological workings. Say that guy you broke up with said “Finally I didn’t want to be with you anyways I was waiting for the right moment to break up with you” perhaps that would make you be like oh shit and feel some type of way?? Ultimately I think it just seems like your super in touch with yourself, which in my eyes is kinda great??