[MASSIVE TRIGGER WARNING, DON'T READ THIS IF YOU'RE EASILY IMPRESSED] Well, you said I can talk to you and I shouldn't keep things to myself if I need help.. I'm really confused by my feelings, because uh.. I mentioned I'm into bestiality, and I'm bothered by that, I get horny when seeing a human and an animal having a sexual intercourse, I often fantasize and even have dreams about sexual interactions with animals, but I know animals can't consent! So having sex with an animal is just rape! Why do I enjoy watching rape?! Why do I get aroused by that?! Hentai and real life videos like human + animal.. It just feels so wrong, why am I thinking of animals this way?? I have absolutely no intention to go outside and actually harm an animal. I don't get desires to actually do that in real life, I only fantasize and enjoy watching others do it. But I'm afraid I might be a danger to animals, I'm afraid one day when I grow up I may actually do that to an animal, cross that line between fiction and reality. I have never told anyone about this.. Is this okay if I don't actually fuck animals in real life?? Or is such attraction wrong and awful even if I don't touch any animals, but instead watch other people on the internet do it? I feel disgusted by myself and confused.. Animals make me horny, and that is by far not okay, it's something that doesn't need to be encouraged and needs to be fixed