It's not so much that for me. It's that they were willing to watch every gay porn on the internet and leave a comment in an effort to hurt me, which took such a massive effort. None of them seems to have what it takes to admit what they did once out loud though. These were some of my closest friends you know? My goal was to fix us this entire time and now because they were assholes and too ashamed of their own actions I will have to lose everyone anyway. My kids will lose their mom, Courtney Koelzer, who was my oldest friend. If there's any truth to all the harassment, then Liz Jones stole my son and sold him to Deb Doyle for a sex slave. Either way they feel so bad about what disgusting humans they were, that they'll likely never talk to me again. There's a lot more close friends and family members involved too. Jess Wagner has been my best friend for most my life and now we'll never be friends again. My own brother, Caleb Uran is dead to me now. Mostly because given the chance and ample time, none of them could just say "Sorry Luke Uran, we acted like total fucking weirdos and assholes and it was a mistake". They were fucking snakes to the point of forcing me to get them all in serious trouble with the FBI and they didn't even speak up when I was so close to suicide. Cody Carlson encouraged my suicide and was pissed when I chose to live. Most likely because it's true that him and Deb Doyle are using my son as a sex slave