my friend and i (both f) used to watch porn together before we knew what it was. we would go upstairs to my attic where we had a little hideout and a laptop. we would look up youtube videos of ‘people having sex’ and we would touch ourselves. i remember there was this specific video we would always watch called ‘people having sex on the toilet’ and it was this perverted porn with an older lady convincing a younger guy to have sex and she’s all saggy and we thought it was hot to make ourselves ‘special pee’ when he would. i don’t know if we actually came or not because of lack of puberty yk but we would rub ourselves until we felt the tingles and made ourselves ‘special pee’. i don’t think we saw it as gay but sometimes we would try to special pee into eachother. like we would take off our pants and one person would be upside down kinda like a headstand and the other person would sit on the bed and put our privates on top of the other’s hole. and then the one on top would rub the special pee out and then we would sit there and ‘let it marinate’ and then switch. it was a nice little routine. that went on for years, we are still friends and i wonder if she remembers