I know I'm venting, but I'm upset by the optimistic advice I gotten in life.

I would apply to a help desk position, show up in interview. They ask me questions and are scared I'll leave them for a software job. I genuinely don't care which company I work for as long as I'm employed and not on the streets.

I had people not hire me and tell me to keep trying and not give up, and it's making me suicidal. I go to recruiters, job agencies. They think I should get a software job, and they try to apply me to software jobs instead of ANY & all jobs, and never end up finding me anything.

I will apply to an entry level position at a company (just doing support or something) and they'll see my resume and push my resume to another department. the software department then I get rejected.

I posted on the subreddits /r/forhire and other job boards, and then people will jump on my thread to tell me not to give up on coding, it should be "easy" to get a job. It just makes me so depressed, I made this same thread in another job subreddit and people kept telling me how easy it is to get employed as a developer.

I have applied to so many companies, I don't want to hear about how easy things are, I just want to be hired. I don't want to hear about what I should study or improve on right now. I just want to hear about what I can do this very moment to prevent myself from dying outside, I want a job and to not talk about anything else.

People read that I'm depressed & suicidal and tell me that I should check myself in a hospital or take medication. But I want a job, medication & therapy won't give me a job, this is frustrating.
I had many people PM me recently to tell me not to give up, but that's not helping my situation.