Delete the post. It's not constructive and you don't need to keep being bugged by the replies in your inbox. Maybe just delete your Reddit account and start fresh. Please consider seeking treatment for your mental health if it is something you would benefit from, our minds need help staying healthy just like our bodies. The size of your post with no supplemental text is worrying -- what's the message, other than a bunch of different not necessarily compatible theories? It seems like you might be going down a spiral by focusing too much on all this stuff and fixating on it, or that you could already be in a manic mode to be doing this anyway, and this is concerning. Please take care of yourself.