Why now?

All I wanted was to do 10 counts a day here...

After coming in several times over a few days to count - I managed to hit it when their were no runs....

I want you to follow these two conversations and watch what happens to me when I start counting...

Put yourself in my shoes...and tell me it's not that bad

I start counting - and having a birthday extravanza...

I am counting... everyone there knows I am counting...

I do the 564,579

and follow along after that...

https://www.reddit.com/r/counting/comments/3skjsm/564k_counting_thread/cwyamk7

the next time I manage to successfully start counting... those there know I am counting - they are talking to me....

I count once...

I count twice...

I count three times.... 40 seconds later

"run?"

"sure"

https://www.reddit.com/r/counting/comments/3sn3zd/568k_counting_thread/cwzaa1h

Why now? You know I tried tried last week to give the other 80+% a chance for 4 days or so - that didn't work for you but you were at least willing to give us 2 days of being able to be a part of this count without having to be able to do consistent 2 second replies to beat the best of the best of the big-boys. Thank you for being willing to do that... it would have been like releasing pressure on the pressure valvue...

Why now is because it's pretty hurtful that even those who like me and care ab out me here just shut my count down like a brick over the head. (even that wouldn't be as hurtful as being treated like I don't exists)

Put yourself in my shoes - those were the only two times I managed to start counting out of more tries then I can count.... do you see what happens?

Can you put yourself in our shoes at all?

I can't imagine you can put yourself in my shoes because you probably wouldn't know what it's like when even your friend blackball stone-cold in your tracks.. you when you start to count with them. Like you do not even exsist...