Actually. To anyone who is reading this and feels hopeless lately: PLEASE listen to these two songs while taking deep breaths and focusing on the music. Maybe smoke a little weed if that's your thing, or just lay in darkness if its not. But just focus on the intense emotions each lyric brings up...
"The lunatics are in my hall / The paper holds their folded faces to the floor / And every day the paper boy brings more"
"And if the dam breaks open many years too soon / And if there is no room upon the hill / And if your head explodes with dark forbodings too / I'll see you on the dark side of the moon"
"The lunatic is in my head / You raise the blade, you make the change / You re-arrange me 'till I'm sane / You lock the door / And throw away the key / There's someone in my head but it's not me."
If ANY of those lines resonate with you, please listen to this: