I have never commented on this sub before, but you look friendly and approachable asf,
Also i'm on the spectrum and i was having a way harder time when trying to hide it constantly, and the anxiety that comes with it, being proud of everything about who you are is the best thing in the world, i mean i just recently told my out of my league gf that i was on the spectrum, about 6months after we started dating, and i was prepared to have her break up with me after getting know that, but so far our love has only grown.
So i guess i learnt, autism isn't a big deal, it just matters if you're a kind person or not these days, so don't look at autism as a curse, cause autism also brings alot of smarts in the thinking thing