I deleted you because I told you I was struggling with depression and not knowing what I wanted to do with my future. At first you seemed accepting of it, and then your attitude shifted and you completely changed and became rude towards to me. I tried fixing things, multiple times but in turn you'd be more and more rude, Everything I said to you was met with a short reply or absolute sarcasm, and not the kind of sarcasm that I find cute. And then out of the blue you told me you didn't love me, and I also realized that you listed yourself as single. Which I thought was hilarious because just a few days prior to that, my parents offered to pay for me to go to MSU and I accepted the offer. I accepted it for two reasons, one is because I need more direction in my life and doing a year or two undecided in college will be good for me, and two because we would be close to eachother. I don't just tell everyone I'm in a relationship that I "love them", and I legitimately thought that I loved you. Talking to you at first was absolutely incredible, but unfortunately I didn't realize that you were completely a different person. I told you multiple times that I didn't hate Niki. I even had a super long talk with you about how I still cared about her because it's impossible to not care about someones after you've loved them and supported them for years. Obviously you telling me that I don't have to "act like I hate Niki" shows that you not only didn't listen to me, but you don't believe me either, which is hilarious because a few months from now I'll be living in Wichita Falls, and I'll have my own apartment, and whoever I'm dating at the time (unless I'm single) still won't be Niki because our ship has sailed. And when you see me in the future, because you will, Wichita Falls / Burk are both very small places, you'll realize that everything I'm telling you right now is true, but because how you've acted towards me for the past two weeks while I struggled not only with depression but also with you being mean to me every time I spoke to you. I figured you'd get mad if I told you the truth, but I stopped talking to everyone at first when I got all emo and started reflecting on what I'm going to do with my life, however I actually really wanted to get back into the routine of how we once were, but the way you talked to me was incredibly mean, and when several other people read how you talked to me (Trevon, my co-worker Jaclyn, & my cousin), they all told me you were horrible and that I should block you without even saying anything. Literally, all three of them told me to do the same thing. All three of them told me you were horrible, but yet I still gave you the benefit of the doubt because I figured that they didn't know you like I thought that I did.