I don’t know what you think I was accusing you of nor did I see anything I think was for you. I’ve never thought anybody else was here writing for you - I don’t know how you get to that conclusion for me. That’s paranoia and/or grandiosity.. maybe infantile solipsism. I don’t think any other person we know knows about this place. I don’t know about you but none of my friends use Reddit. Even if someone wrote your real name, I wouldn’t instantly assume it’s for you because you’re not the only person in the world with it so I could care less about initials.
If this is what you meant when you said I should grow first or something then you got me figured out wrong. I don’t have much of a problem with that place and could care less about it. If you stopped using it, I wouldn’t even go on there. I do stay away from it unless I look for something (which 99% of the time is because you’re making a lot of noise, not making sense and sometimes keep referring to something like an infant crying that needs me to make sense of her pain - you do have that typical codependent ventriloquist defence expecting me to mindread you 24/7) but it never takes me long to find whatever it is you’re talking about. Or I peek on some random night out of boredom. Most of the time it was from searching words, not from scrolling either. If I’m scrolling, I only look at new accounts which removes like 80% of them from consideration and Apollo highlights which are new. I don’t know how you ever thought I’m some of these old as fuck accounts either when you got all my accounts banned.
You might get the wrong impression that I spend all my time there since I always find your accounts too, but I don’t. I don’t think it’s believable that I’m just always there when you are and I have some special knack for recognising you but it’s the truth. You are there nearly every night and it wouldn’t take much scrolling to find you no matter what time of day, and how many times have I been wrong vs right? I just know you when I see you. Maybe it’s because I don’t assume you’re LARPing as men, any age, using AAVE? or Ebonics just to fuck with me or any of that paranoid shit. If I did, I’d spend forever there.
And when I do find you, I just add it to alerts. I don’t go back there looking for more. I don’t have trust issues either, you are just abusive, passive aggressive and secretly undermining the whole time. What could I even ask from you that you would fulfil? What vulnerability wouldn’t you pretend you aren’t using against me the second you find out about it?