I've done it about five times and every single time to be quite honest you always think it's going to be better as in you're going to be better and it's fucking hard man LOL I totally wish I had no gag reflex and totally wish that I could do it for a long time but unless you respond good luck it's not freaking you out or at least making you throw up I mean number four and five I got to the point of having a wet washcloth next to me with soap on it that every 5 minutes I was wiping it down like I'm cleaning a fucking car LOL maybe it's just me and being a clean freak but God damn it I sure wish it was exactly what you think every time instead of absolutely not even close to it LOL so I'd stick to getting sucked and not sucking just my opinion