me too fr fr, im mostly just stressed because i have to take general requirement courses, which are on the other side of the campus and ive never been on campus before because I've only ever been on one building for most of my classes and i also still have to do presentations and garbage in those classes cause those are like freshmen courses that i put off for years and now I'm gonna graduate soon so i have to take the classes i put off for so long but I'm still not functional and i cant talk to people or present or go outside and i wanna drop out and kill myself i cant do this i cant i cant i cant i cant i don't want to go to school anymore can i kill myself or maybe whore myself out idk im not 16 anymore men don't even want me so like i doubt i can do that anymore my only option is to kill myself it's over i cant do this anymore even if i do get through this and graduate i cant work for more than like 2 weeks without falling apart and being unable to work for weeks and no one wants to hire a dysfunctional suicidal unstable unreliable agoraphobic tranny freak its over it was over from the start i was never cut out to make it in this world i should kill myself there are no other options i need to kill myself i need to die it's the end of the road and there is nowhere left to go i have to kill myself i have to kill myself i need to kill myself