Why on fucking earth does this sub not have millions of users?

? I play football in real life as well and have been my whole life. What do you do aside from

Tonight I can’t breathe well, my chest is tight and I’m lost in my thoughts. All I’ve ever wanted is to truly be loved…

I’ve never felt true love, only a blind form of love that I now see as incredibly immature. I’ve given my entire soul to one person in the past, never again. She used me for my emotional support and left me broken once she was done with me.

I genuinely don’t know what it’s like to feel completely safe with someone, that’s literally all my heart longs for. I lay awake each night imagining the touch of someone who loves me as much as I love them. Imagining a simple, long hug and that feeling of complete peace that you get when you know they love you and have your back as much as you have theirs.

Damn it I just miss that feeling, even if it was fake I want it back for just an hour. Just one fucking hour I want to be held.

I’m only 20, 5’7 and skinny. I’m practically invisible to girls, even though many people have said I have an attractive face. I know it’s my body, I know I look like a child and I know that’s why girls ignore me. I don’t know what to do. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. I’m so tired of being lonely, I have no one to share my feelings with and I just can’t keep doing this! I feel I need a companion, I have my own hobbies but I’m just tired of doing everything alone…

I just need to talk, If anyone comments I’d appreciate it so much because I’m in a bad place rn

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