Who is my physical preference?

Today, I gave my computer charger to this conventionally attractive mixed (white mom black dad) boy who I actually do think is very nice looking. He wrapped it up for me and thanked me but I don’t think he’s attracted to me if I’m going by vibes and body language. He’s legit good looking. It reminds me that in 9th grade, I had a huge thing for this other mixed boy (who is now average but used to be a little above it before he cut his hair and well, grew older) who is extroverted and sounds black and not actually a terribly nice person. Both of them are light skinned, if you know what that term means within the black community

I am a black girl.

My former boyfriend - the only one I’ve ever had - was dark skinned, black, and probably technically average looking (I remember that, even though he looked really tired and has rather common features, I immediately thought he was cute when he pulled down his mask for the first time.)

In middle school, I was very into Chris from Stand By Me (River Phoenix has my heart) and Benny from The Sandlot (this is probably bad, but I still do think Benny - whoever played him - was and is objectively, conventionally nice looking.)

I once gave my ex boyfriend head and really enjoyed it and got into it quickly, even though I had never done it before or fantasized about doing it.

I think most of the black and white males I see daily are reasonably nice looking. When I watch stranger things, I fawn over Steve and think Will is the nicest looking of the cast objectively (but don’t regard Lucas as being unattractive.)

I think all the main cast of that 70s show are nice looking, but always leaned toward Eric, actually

My former acquaintance was with this 1/2 black 1/2 white boy who I think is a little below average facially and I wasn’t attracted to him at all, even though as a black girl you may expect I would be more attracted to him than a Hispanic girl would be.

I always thought Harry styles was cute when young. I also have always thought axl rose and slash from Guns N’ Roses were hot (especially axl, but slash had loads of sex appeal and ish’t “unattractive”)

Eric Killmonger could get it

I think all the main males from menace II society are attractive (Caine and o dog… wow!) I think Ricky and ice cube from boyz n the hood are nice looking and would sleep w them