ikes to fit inConstantly in a state of fear where I feel so guilty abt doing nothing wrong that I feel frozenDevils advocate Likes to see all sides of things Cant self start Procrastinator AdhdDescribed as innocent by friends and as someone who doesn’t do anything wrongConstant fear of being a bad person Always dressed fashionable Enjoys natureLoves making friends get along and happy. But also worried abt friends talking bad abt herStrong need to be liked. Tries not to show it and is afraid of people she thinks don’t like her and avoids them. But like if under the influence of alcohol I will fall to the floor by being so upset abt someone not liking me and will change anything and do anything so they like meLoves being called sweet/niceChameleon friendLikes politeness and is attracted to confidence.GossipyI’m really slow to warm up to people and new things but I’ve always been someone who pushes myself to adapt and go w the flow. Although I’m lazy and an over thinker.New people always seem to see me as really sweet but introverted and quiet and soft spoken. I hardly talked in class in hs but wanted too. I did have selective mutism as a kid. But my friends see me as super chatty and bubbly + happy all the time + over talkative. I’m also pretty silly around my friends. But I can also be really sensitive around friends I’m not close w and scared to talk to them bc rsd. I’m energetic w friends. But like I’m college the guys I knew would always give me pep talks bc i only talked when drunk & was silent when sober (but I wasn’t close w them. I mean my friends and I hung w them a lot tho)I always feel like idk what to say to ppl but I love seeing ppl Ik even tho sometimes I avoid them bc im afraid. But I love seeing ppl Ik and giving a big smile on campus. I love making ppl smile. I think as a kid I learned to act dumb for attention and to make ppl laugh from my parents. Like At a party I remember a guy made a joke abt how he liked my bracelet and how he had the same one & than I went up to a group of friends after and made a joke. I said how he said I liked my bracelet and than said “mines Prada” idk how to explain it but I love making silly jokes w ppl. I love light teasing w friends6 commentsAwardsharesavehidereport100% Upvoted
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