About going back to school, yes you have a good point there. And honestly, I don't know if I will be able to stay motivated and encouraged. What are the short courses relevant nowadays that you could suggest po, and where could I those short courses? I would appreciate this greatly. Thank you in advance. On a sidenote though, I prefer face-to-face learning. Online learning isn't effective for me.

As for my hobbies, I enjoy spending time with close friends although I'm more of an introvert. My circle is small but close-knit. I also relish reading about History, technology and learning new things, but dislike anything repetitive like continual studying. My favorite hobby though, is collecting wristwatches. Listening and jamming along to good music is also something I thoroughly enjoy.

Yes, I feel tense because this is actually my future that we're talking about, and I feel stuck. I really feel hopeless and somewhat depressed about this dilemma in all honesty. I'm at this stage where I see many of my peers, friends and acquaintances moving forward, onward and upward career-wise, and while I don't consider or see myself competing with them, I can't help but feel and think I'm the only one who isn't moving forward, and I fear that I will stay stuck in this stage forever if I remain inert.