19 and I’m lost

Let me show you what you don’t have. I have a 8th grade ed. and make 50k a year. Get paid twice a month. Zero housing expenses. Zero car expenses. Don’t own or rent.
Credit cards get paid off monthly. My apple card with a 8k balance goes down to zero twice a month. I’m able to help family members who are unfortunate. Eat healthy. Go on trips few times a year.
Your spirit world. (Thinking faculties). Memory channel. Emotional hub is hijacked with a virus. Try and purge it and the dam thinks shows you who’s in charge by CONTROLLING you. It’s actually a person. It’s not a disease. It’s a entity energy source in a parallel dimension. A being. Like an alien the air force catches on cam. There are plenty they don’t catch. Your eyes are tuned to a small spectrum of the electromagnetic spectrum You are a biological robot. Throttled down purposely. Humans are puppets. They are houses (hosts) to these foreigners. They CONTROL like a worm kills the apple. Seizing your fantasy emotions and hyper charging this emotional trigger anomaly in your world and controlling you like a toy. Zoom out. Slow down. Not so fun fact. You are a prisoner!!! Use all your power to escape this gd world. You don’t want to be a servant. In this dungeon. the food sucks it’s hell. Every say is a monday

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