I really need to talk about this with someone because I think I'm being weird again and I need someone to objectively vibe-check me. Can't ask my friends because I don't want them to worry about me.

Hyunjin breathing into the mic and at a weird pitch: https://youtu.be/stBRl4c4moE?t=28

Hyunjin fiddling with his clothes and having his hands at weird angles the entire dance: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L8-fdmZIMAY

To me it seems like Hyunjin is intentionally performing poorly. I think he is too good of a performer to make these mistakes and that these issues are intentional. Maybe because he is mad at someone at JYP-E and is being petty.

I'm struggling because I genuinely believe my conclusion is correct. But I shouldn't be scrutinizing his performances and making conclusions out of small details. I have a history of a mental illness making me hyperfocus on something and then see patterns that are not actually there. I need someone to kindly, objectively tell me if I am reading too much into this.

Sorry that this is a bit on the serious side but I need someone normal to tell me if I'm being irrational