Same here… I got out of an abusive relationship and had horrible dramatic encounters with my ex while also being postpartum with my second baby and taking care of a toddler. Had another traumatic birth experience, had my heart broken... was in a car crash while pregnant. Lost all my photos. Had Covid and been exhausted ever since. My apartment is shitty and it’s super hard to find places to live right now. I literally barely have a will left to live. I used to be such a hyper, happy girl and I would bounce back quickly from my depressive episodes, but now I feel like such a shell of who I was… opening my eyes in the morning feels like I’m under wet cement or something. I want to do absolutely nothing except sleep. I have panic attacks when I have to do too many things at once (like chores, eating). Everything hurts… I didn’t used to be like this… even just a few months ago