Boymode is dying! =D

I work as a cashier at a supermarket, where the uniform is a green polo and an apron. I'm not out publicly, and I've been kind of scared, so when I work I try to boy it up as much as possible, which is hard... I wear my hair the same way as in this pic, but I put the bun a little lower (In this pic, the bun is a little higher because I was wearing my scarf and peacoat and if it rubs on the collar it tends to come apart a little, which looks much more girly lol). The tight sports bra mostly covers the boobs, if anything people prob think the slight mound up there is just because I'm chubby. But regardless of how hard I try, and dispute I wear a name tag with deadname on it, I'm still getting she'd/ma'am'd like five times a day by customers. It even happened once with a coworker (who was my supervisor). All the girls I work with are also extremely chatty with me, in a way that never happened when I was pretending to be a boy, almost as if they thought I was also a girl. eeeeep! They must assume I'm gay or something, which is prob why they're more open with me. Boymode is dying, regardless of how ready I am. And you know what? Even though it's really scary, it feels so good.

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