@pissedoffgamergirl What makes me such an asshole? Because I'm still missing you, because I gave you all I had and I still feel like it was not enough and I feel like this song is fitting for the mood I was in earlier?

You have always seen the negative in things. Here I am thinking of you still like the idiot that I am and this is what I get? Public ridicule? You left me remember!

Yes I have given my life to Christ. After what my heart went through I needed to find reason for my being. I'm in the crawl phase I'm not perfect.

As for your friends well, I'm sure you're relieved they were right about me. Go on and hate me. It's what you need to make yourself feel better. I'm done!