I feel dumb most of the time. And whenever I start to learn something, I realize how much there is to be learned, how much I don't know. It's overwhelming and I feel stupid, specially if I watch pros in the field.

I've tried to read books , indulge myself to build new habits. I have to read paragraphs multiple times just so I understand, but then again, sometimes I don't understand even after I read it multiple times.

I've always held other people in higher regard than myself, because I've always felt stupid. I've embarrassed myself many times talking about things I know nothing much about.

To quote Socrates : "The only thing I know, is that I know nothing." So, when you know nothing, there's always something to learn from everyone.