FINAL POST

(PERSONAL: Just to talk about eventual problems that I have caused, if it comforts, I struggle with brain problems or a pretty hardcore pain in my head for a very long time now, maybe what other people are experiencing as well. I don’t completely know what it is, it feels like it’s inside my head, or almost “brain”. It’s really annoying, and my head is pretty fucked. It’s a hell pain for me, but I have a really high pain index. I can take the most, but Jesus Christ, it’s painful. Personally I’m going to get a scan or “MR” in some days, maybe that will be something to help there, but if it comforts I struggle with this pain so bad, and my top head feels really weird to touch, my eyes are reddish, I don’t know what to do anymore, it’s almost it can’t get worse than this in general, really getting the deepest of deepest here. Whatever I typed that caused this, was never my plan to cause this, I didn’t know it did it, until it did it with myself. At least we don’t live in Viking time, most likely these things can get fixed these days (hopefully). I want to help here because I caused this. Try to get a scan or doctor or whatever to check on it, if you struggle with it like me. It’s a hell pain. I also saw some streamers who also got a reaction, but they seemed to get better relatively quick. I don’t know. I read something about in a news thing, that I think is exactly what I am having, it seems to be fixable via some surgery or something. It’s absolute hell. I’m dealing with it so bad, it’s hell, I can’t believe it. I’ve had it for actually a couple of months now. It hasn’t gone away. It’s scary as fuck, I hope it can get fixed, I’m just waiting for the “MR” or scan, we will see. Hopefully that will fix it. My head/brain feels really weird to touch and it’s scary as fuck. When I talked with the doctor it is NOT dangerous, but it’s extremely painful. I’m really worried/excited/scared of the scan, we will see. Remember you are not alone.)

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