everyone is different. its hard to type out something &'also get the context in there without writing a tome. like "fantasies". that word can mean so many different things. in kids below puberty age, its play acting, day dreaming, role playing, wishing, but in adults, the very second the word fantasies is used its immediately taken to mean sexual. & everyone thats hetero & even gays & lesbians take it that way when it comes to trans. teens that come out trans?? its sexual, 20s , 30s 40s & on up. its all about sex & if its mtf its about having sex with guys.

i day dreamed, i wished, role played i mimic peers, parents & adults i had role models , just like any normal kid does. it was all women/girls. not boys men.

fantasies = sex. ive had 2 boyfriends both i lived with & had sex with. dated a few others but only had sex with one of them. ive had a girlfriend. & sex with her. so , not like a sexual free for all. & now, being older, just dont find men intetesting enough to care. so havent had sex in quite some time, vibrator works just as well as any dude or girl. but back to role models... Connie Selleca , Jane Seymour, & that was the characters they played... want to be like them.when i grow up.

& of couse the frustration of reality.