Looking back on last Feb/March which she tearfully just said was one of the hardest times…she was in Dallas, she was doing meet ups with TBP, they were able to move from their OG house to a nice new place, they went to Malibu on vacation, lots of posts about her ‘moving her body’.

Only one post mentions her SAD and it’s not even about that. A post in February says Scott left a scale out he usually hides and she weighed herself. I think that one action of seeing her weight after years of denial has put her on a spiral. I don’t even believe she has been in a year of healing or whatever else she’s saying. She needs to slow down on the drinking and get a grip on what’s making her so miserable.