He isn’t though. He just is entitled in this area and I don’t know how to cope within myself ~ especially because I look NOTHING like the girls that turn him on.

In his mind it all boils down to me being insecure. I am the one feeling bad, he doesn’t ‘make’ me this way. I am just aware of the daily inundation of asses and tits and amateur porn of tiny, tight, unblemished girls doing anything they can to get male attention, which he is willing to give.

I have actually considered sharing myself on reddit without telling him. I’m pretty sure all that would do is break my heart when other men will praise me, but he’s too busy ogling anyone but me to see what he has.