I deleted my comment but idk if anyone read it. Anyways, when I'm horny, I love the idea of gay incest but after I cum, I think it's kinda gross because I see myself as straight (hard to believe now that I'm here but when I'm not horny, I don't really like the idea of gay sex but when I'm horny, I'll check out gay porn and the lot) and I wouldn't fuck my family members (unless I had my 'fantasy family') so I delete my stuff a lot.

Anyways, I found some incest tumblrs and the subreddit and found mom/son to be incredibly hot. I found a dad/son story there, thinking it was about the mother because I misread it but I decided to continue anyways. The dad sucked his son's cock at a glory hole and it kind of turned me on...

Then I decided to check out this subreddit and found it REALLY hot so I've become a frequent viewer of /r/gaywincest and I've been looking at a lot of gay incest tumblrs. I love the idea of a dad finding out that his son likes gay porn, then coming out to him and the two start to watch gay porn together... eventually coming onto the topic of incest and the dad slips up and says that his son is hot. The son decides to kiss the dad and starts to worship his daddy's body with his tongue ;)

This kind of stuff turns me on when I'm horny but then I regret thinking about it after I cum, so you can sort of see my struggle. Plus, I sometimes REALLY wish I could have a dad, mother, sister etc. to fuck and love, probably because the taboo nature makes it even hotter than 'just' fucking someone that you love.