How's your mental health

I've got untreated ADHD which is causing me a great deal of anxiety for which I am abusing weed and benzodiazepenes, I really don't do anything in the day and even socializing at night has become boring af. Video games are fkin boring now. The only productive thing I'm doing is a 100 pushups everyday but even that is to keep up with the many days I've been missing gym.

Moreover college is about to start soon and I'm terrified as they are gonne try to finish the whole 1st semester in 5 months due to the delay in exams and merit list ranking.

I'm trying to ask my mom to get me tested for ADHD but I'm too ashamed to push my mom to actually do this.

Tl;Dr. Mental health down horrendous bois

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