hello! I'm moghiat. I recently had a realization that I make it difficult for people around me by trying to keep things to myself, then telling them about it and then regretting it. I realized I'm just really into the idea of being someone undecipherable, though I do want to be loved. The whole feel of Dark Academia, or whatever I have understood it to be about, the mystic and the romanticism seems to fit exactly what I need. It's ridiculous but I actually feel less frustrated with myself after I wiped myself out of social media, made a couple anon accounts and started following a couple of DA blogs. Also after being in the university library whenever I was awake and having late night walks around the campus everyday, the COVID-19 lock-down really made me think about how much I miss it. I stumbled upon this sub yesterday and I'm very excited to know more about Dark Academia :)