Hmm i've been biting on this one during the trip, still tripping. Been thinking about addiction and life choices and everything right? because everything is connected basically. So i'm pretty sure it's because i have an obssesive personality, i thiiiink? i'm not sure yet, it's really weird writing on acid my thoughts are racing.. oh right!:D because the obsessive part is about the lsd maybe? but it's not addictive so should be a clear i hear, on trip 7-8 right now and lucy slaps me right in the face every time and puts me heavily in the thought box. Also it FEELS like i'm getting healthy positive looks at life with me from lsd when i'm done tripping. I guess the root of all my questions is connected to some shit i have yet figured out.. shoot me i sound weeird