Ugh "she never was bitter against God."

I don't want to come off pushy with my beliefs but this is how I've always felt as a Christian. One of the many things I always hated when it came to church teachings, was the idea we can't be mad at God. I always thought God is not so fragile that He can't handle my anger. He created us with a wide variety and intensity of different emotions. It's the same thing when people say God is a enough, as a way to shame someone for needing more. Me needing another person or something else (like therapy) to help me isn't me saying God isn't enough. God made me to feel the need for other people. The Bible says it is not good for man to be alone. I always thought it had less to do with him needing a wife and more to do with most of us humans needing other humans, something visible, tangible. It's not even limited to just humans.

My grandma told me so felt so guilty after my grandpa died because she was mad at God, guilt she still carried with her. So while dealing with the death of her husband, she also felt guilt simple because she was a human. It broke my heart and I've always hoped that she heard what I had to say when I told her God made us to feel those things.

-steps off soapbox