MDMA abuse and losing the magic

Got on it day nights in a row about 3 weeks ago now:

1st night: 300mg, everything felt normal and proper good time, next morning no feeling of tough comedown just standard

2nd night: started with 300mg felt chattery but that was about it for the first hour, night progress and club kicked off (sell out show seeing pawsa if you’ve heard of him), still felt near sober so I took another 300mg, 30 minutes later before this would’ve even kicked in I got fiendy and took another 300mg. At this point I’m sitting on around 9points and feel nothing but spaced out, chattery and a swinging jaw, chasing the high decided to take more eyeballed a crystal rock of md easily over 400mg (sized up next to an orange Tesla which weighs up more than 400mg with binding agents included), did absolutely nothing pinging wise but I had an assuming allergic reaction to the raw swallowing of an md rock without caps or parachuting, felt this constant knot in my throat and was convinced something was stuck in it.

Overall shit time, haven’t touched since and don’t plan on till New Years

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