A year ago, I accidentally bought 2 of these of amazon. They were extremely cheap ($30 I think) and it is the strongest anal vibrator I have ever used. Now it is a bit girthy (2 inch diameter I think) so its better for intermediate use. In addition, while the website claims its silicon and waterproof I cannot verify the claims (albeit I have had no issues with the toy in my many times using it including in the shower). The down side is that it seems Tracy's Dog no longer sells it. That said, I would be willing to send it to you depending on where you live. I'm in the southern USA for context. PM me if you're curious.